stop stop stop.

i'm doomed... i'm fallin deeper and deeper... and i know that i'm gonna get hurt... i just know it... i try to stop myself, but i just cant... why? why? why? i think he's made things pretty clear long ago... and knowin this, i still let myself fall into da damn trap... i dun want anything to ruin my friendship with him... i dun want sth as silly as this to spoil everything... i want those days back... when it was only friendship... nth else in mind... it was so carefree and fun, those days... okie dokie it's time to stop... i'm just i can stop all this... i know i can... i just have to stop thinkin of him... stop stop stop.